My grandma died yesterday, and it makes me see how important life is. She wasted alot of her life after she retired. She didn't do ANYTHING.

I can't find a paying job ,but i'm gonna start volunteering when the weather warms up some more.
I'm gonna go to class more often.
I'm gonna stop putting things off some much.
There's ALOT of i have to do i can't even think of right now.

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I have to revamp my older characters. Only the ones as far back as a year or 2 up to maybe 5 months ago.

I have to go back and redo my galleries on FA and SA because they updating there search system ,and i have to put tags on ,and what-not.

My new art place is Manga Bullet ,and i'm loading old stuff ,and requests there right now.

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My grandma's funeral is on Val day, but i'm still gonna do something for it if i can muster up the inspiration.

Now I can get the fuck out of this apartment! YAY! Goh, I'm so excited!
Now all I need is somewhere to go!

119294371
THAT'S my total.
i couldn't count PD because they don't do pageviews
I can't count my Tegaki's either.
Just 2 or 3 thousand to that tho.

OMG! I use to think I sucked ,but over 11 fuckin' people!? That's FAR from suck!

This is the total for ALL my places on the internet, including my video sites. There i have AMZs ,and stuff. I'm gonna post some art related stuff soon there too. :D

I feel so AWESOME ,RIGHT NOW!

I fucking love all of you!

I'm in my new place! I'm so happy to be closer to downtowm. The only thing i'm not amused with is how fucking small the bedrooms in here are, and the a/c vent in the bathroom.

I'm so glad to be back on my own computer! Now i don't have to deal with IE's fugliness! I have my music library back with me! I'm making some new videos ... oh... so busy. I can't scan becuz my scanner won't fit in my room. I'll have to wait until i can get the comp back in the living room. I can't wait to get a laptop. The privacy of the interenet in my own room... *daydreams*

I might be doing features soon to celebrate.

We have to move now. My mom is sick of living here ,so we're gonna be out by the 17th ,and we might be in a hotel for a while. No computer, but i'll have my art books and color pencils. I have stuff into that should hold me for a while. Hopefully we won't be in a hotel for too long, but i like hotels anyway.

I use to really want to move ,but i changed my mind alil ,but now we have to move. Even if i don't like something i get use to it ,but i deal with it. This shit is always broken ,but now the big news. The apt gate hit my mom's car! It's not bad ,but my sis is freaking out cuz she was in the car.

I hope we move to where i can get a job ,or get some cleaning business. I'm gonna put fliers on people's car as soon as we get to the new place. We're seriously gonna need the money...for stuff. For some reason i'm really peaceful about this.

On a different note, i'm finding out were cheap name-brand clothes are. I want some! My sister knows where cheap stuff is, so i'mma go get some more clothes. I really hope to start working soon...on something. I might have to start doing softcore porn, or something cuz i'm starting to get at the end of my rope. I'll suck a dick ,or something before i do fast food.

Something has to happen...Something is going to happen. All these things are changing ,but even tho it seems bad I know this is gonna turn out better.

My mommy's a grad student with a bachelors on social work now! I'm so proud! Today was a great day! Now i'll go into more detail!

FUCKIN' AWESOME:

My mom has what she's been aiming for seen she was about 17 or so. Yay!

My oldest sister was there.

No mess got started. / No one had a fight.

We all got to yell really loud ,and it was funny my mom didn't see us at all ,until the end.

I got bad ass pics of here. I hate being in pictures ,but i sure as hell know how to take some!

I got my phone turned back on!

I got a SoBe! :3

OMG!WTF?!GTFO!!! DX :

Racist Asshole COSTLY resterant! - Alot together i know it was $300 spend in RABB's. The place in Ruston. People that came in AFTER us got their food BEFORE us. What really upsets ME tho is that i on't like eating food that costs too much. I'd rather cook my own food (i wuv cooking), then pay so stupid fucks that i have to wait on FOREVER to get my food.

My older sister didn't come. I'm not mad...I'm just REALLY disappointed with her, as is my mom and maybe everyone else.

LOLZ (in order) :

The guy behind (that suppose to be in fornt of) my mom was saying all kinds of things about people ...jusr being a general asshole. That's [art opf the reason why mom could see us. When she hears something it takes alot of her focus

My mom forget her car!! - We left alil while after we couldn't find her in the grad crowd, and she yelled at my sis and her friend and they had to go back. I went with them and toke pictures ,too. After a few my mom got in the truck with us and my sis said "Mom, you gonna come back to get your car?" and we all look at her and she was like "OH NOES! I forgot my car! XD" Best LOLZplaza of the day. In fact ,that was the funniest non-internet/ TV related thing i've seen in a long time.

She made a drunk promise to me that'd she'd take me out on my 20th bday. My last few bday days have been VERY boring and stuff... she was drunk so i'm not holding her to it...but it's funny cuz she was drunk! XD

Overall my day went very well.The "out to eat" part wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. I'll take racist-giving-us-our-food-last over fighting. Next time something like this happens when going our asses to Ryna's...like we should've in the first place, but it was mom's idea and today was TRULY her day.

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Still open for Battle Royal rp!

No Valentine this year, as usually ,but i'm not down about it! :D
Happy Valentine's Day to all, single or not!

I'm still looking for roleplayers! Not a Valentine day theme rp , but just any. XD

Wanna feel weird with me?